Today, on my morning hike I saw 4 DEER. In. The. Desert. Since I’ve been out here, I’ve seen coyotes, snakes, scorpions, lizards (many tailless and tortured by my baby dragons cats), cottontail bunnies, jackrabbits, bobcats, bighorn sheep, roadrunners, chippies, squirrels…but never, ever a deer.* So why the big deal? Um, well, deer medicine is crazy sacred. And it’s some…
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Journal
i forgot i was a cosmic force
I put myself through the damn wringer this week. It’s actually been awhile since I’ve been wrung. Which is great news (!!!)…but it made the wringer that much wringier. You see, I forgot (temporarily) that I’m a cosmic force. Eh, it happens to the best of us. I was invited to design a workshop experience for beautiful, bold desert adventurers…
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find certainty in a world that feels anything but
In my last post, we explored that ever exhausting and confounding mystery of “Why can’t I do the thing that I really want to do?? That thing I say is SO important to me, yet, I can’t seem to get it going!”* I told you fear, self-judgment, and practice were three things getting in your way of doing the thing(s)…
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why can’t i do the thing i want to do?
It’s about damn time. For me that is. Months back I reached out to my beloved former and current clients asking them for their big burning questions. And I got some REALLY juicy questions. And then I just sat on them. Not my most effective approach.* For awhile I’d go into the file and pour over the questions and answer…
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I got confusion in my bag swag
Have you ever felt confused, like you didn’t know how to move forward? You didn’t know what to do, what decision to make…and you were at least partly convinced that you’d make the wrong decision no matter what? So you didn’t make any decision. You hung in there like that kitten on the motivational poster in your elementary school nurse’s…
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Surprise! Your power doesn’t come from that
Surprises are fun when they’re bouquets of stargazer lilies or artisanal herbacious chocolates that my husband says taste like soap (yum)! Surprises are *possibly* less fun when it’s me telling you that your power may not come from where you think it comes from. But let’s give it a whirl! I believe lightness comes in many forms. Several years back…
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Why taking big action isn’t always the answer (I know!)
Don’t you just love the feeling of getting shit done? Mmmm, that luscious feeling of accomplishment when you cross another thing off your to-do list, or complete a project…doesn’t it just make you want to DO MORE and more and more? So here’s the thing though (you knew it was comin’) — you can’t fix/cure/heal everything by DO-ing. I’d like…
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On sore butts and being alive
Something totally unexpected happened to me on the way home from my Tuesday evening barre sculpt yoga class. (Yes, even in the desert one desires a firmly toned behind). So right after class, a few sweaty, achey-butted gals were talking about the day-after-inauguration Women’s March and my yoga instructor was all “Marches where? Why?” Huh. We gave the basics (ie…
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